I don't think I am becoming materialistic but there are really many things I feel like buying. I guess I do need them. They are expensive stuffs, I don't have the money to own them without adding on to my burden or tie me down further. Like almost everyone in this time and age, I am choosing to go further from the dreams of having total freedom. Cause we have so many needs to be filled. I am not being greedy but I am made to need them. For instance? Can I not own a car? (else will you wake up two hours earlier than you have to to wait for the bus and to be stuck in a vehicle with loads of other people with a total stranger controling your safety? I am ok with the latter but I guess the former is enough to kill me) Can I not own a laptop? This is what I have been thinking of the whole day... then I won't be able to update my so called blog as frequent as possible... argh... then it comes to the question whether I should tie myself down to financial commitments and continue working in the same company, the same department, doing the same thing, and meeting the same people who will show me the same face in the next three years, for this extra asset I am hoping to have... In the end, I don't think I have much of a choice and in the end's end.... I don't think I can really get away... in the end's end's end... I guess I should start to make myself psychologically ready to receive my company's long-service award...
sigh... the working group...
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